Women. Moms in general, confuse me. Why do some say hello one week and then refuse to make eye contact the next?
It's frustrating to meet women at my preschool who seem fun and nice and to have them be wholly uninterested in socializing. I think it's because I speak too loudly because I can't hear very well. The ADD turns me into a blurter at times. And grooming tends to take a backseat when I'm feeling low, so I arrive at the preschool with wet hair and sweats. The end result is an erratic, loud and nervous personality alternated with a gloomy, quiet one. Makes you just want to step right up and make a playdate eh?
There are a few awesome moms that I'm meeting up for a movie tonight. They are funny, pretty and bright. So why am I not looking forward to that instead of feeling like a 20 pound weight is sitting on my chest because nobody wanted to speak with me today?